I just wanted to be able to talk directly to those who care, not those who clicked on one of my songs and watched one minute of it and then left my pofile forever, though I even appreciate those people... But to those who cared enough to look at my profile, give my music a review or simply read the description of a song...

THANK YOU

   I never really was confident in my ability to create music, it was something I enjoyed but it simply felt like I couldn't be a real music creator, I hated music my whole life, it was so boring to me. Music lessons were fun but I never listened to it.

   Then, in late 2013 I used a music creating software for the first time. It was on a school trip and I was not enthusiastic, but I loved it when I started using it! Then, much later, I stumbled across Music Maker Jam. It seemed like that was the best I was going to get and I made music on there for a while...

   Once I finally figured out a system to get music from my tablet to Newgrounds I felt great, but my uploads were never stable and I couldn't help feel I was... I guess the best word for it is cheating... I enjoyed making it, but I got 1-7 views on my music which was disappointing and I felt I deserved it...

   But now I've finally got myself FLS I can upload somewhat consistently, feel appreciated, Have fun making music again, I've never felt better! With MMJ I always felt I was getting nowhere, like I was calling out for attention over and over into an empty void... I felt like it was hopeless and I was nothing but an annoyance...

   I haven't even mentioned how much I am unendingly greatful for FINALLY getting scouted for the audio portal, my goal from the very beginning was to get my music onto GD and I was distraught when it didn't work! Now thanks to you guys scouting me I am more popular than ever with an average of about 90 views on my music and seeing my music on a GD level nearly put meto tears with joy!

   As for the future of MMJ I am not done with it, so you can tell them apart all MMJ songs will have Zound - at the beginning and all FLS songs will have FLS12(Demo) - at the beginning, and I am not done yet, in fact I'm on Vol.4! But TBH the reason I'm so far ahead is that I REALLY can't be bothered to find every single missing recording, put it into dropbox, retreive it, Convert ALL of them from .oggs to .mp3s retrieve each ONE AT A TIME from gmail and then upload EVERY SINGLE ONE with thumbnails and descriptions... One day when I'm bored and fed up, I'll just sort all of that out in 1 day... Y'know, besides uploading it to NG 'cuse now you can only upload 4 a day (which is pretty annoying for me since it's most convenient for me to upload in bursts since doing multiple MMJ files at once is faster than converting each one individually)

   Anyway, I'ma have to cut this short, I'm about to leave and I'll mention anything else I meant to in the next post...